Today was a rainy cool day.  Just like some people I know. Tell you one thing and think you don't really know the truth about what is going on. However, I was told today I was going to be bless because they now understood that I only do what I do for them. They understand I really don't want to stay in something that's not going anywhere. If you working on something or working and you look at yourself deep inside and know you really don't see yourself moving. Don't just stop what you doing because you know its not right. Just make yourself get up and move. Keep going till God show you your new door. If you moving to new spots , because you learn someone lied to you. You will never see your blessing. So what! They'll going to lied to you at the next spot too. So, just wait on God & don't walk away. Let God show you and teach you his ways. I don't know what God call me for, but I don't run from anything. I stand and I'm going to keep standing doing what is right. I know God is taking care of me & he is taking care of you too. Stop thinking you got it, because you don't. REMEMBER God don't turn his back on us. WE do all the turning and he just wish you stop turning around so much. So STOP  you get it. Smile anyway let them call you what they want and say what they want. Trust God will have them needing you before you need them. Right when you don't want to get up and go. Get up anyway and move on with your day. Don't let them make you sick. Fuck them use your day looking to put a smile on someone else face till God say here is your New Life. It will be your last move. Its what my brother do,  Its what my daughter do, Its what life do. Tell yourself life is good before walking out your door. O yea smile right now, JUST STOP AND SMILE