If life was easy we wouldn't have nothing to look forward too. Bad things have to happen so we can learn.This life we live isn't our to live as we please. Plus, if you keep the same people in your life. Who are not try to go anywhere in life. How can you think you will go somewhere new or  grow. If they are happy with doing the same thing each day. If they don't want to move how can you move if all you doing is talking about should, could, & would. O, yea and wishing.
          I move away from Florida, because I needed to get away from the same o same o. Plus with a little help from my family. Who have their own bullshit help me with moving. I'm a person who can be happy with a little as long as my bills is paid & I need something to do. I can't just sit around the house doing nothing. If I'm sitting around the house I'm sick or just sick of doing the same thing. I really didn't want to leave Ocala, but I could sit there with the bull that was going on. I was waiting on someone who was lock up, but when I move I found out that he wasn't waiting for me. 2 1/2 year I waited for nothing, but at the same time I was happy I did. I guess we are friends now. It's complicated. Hell the way I live today is complicated & I don't understand why.
             I'm just waiting on god to tell me what to do next. Maybe he told me what to do and I never listen because I don't hear him. I'm just doing day for day. I can't wait to live my life. I wish my brother was out. Take care and have a bless day.